Not really fair to ask...

Since I haven't blogged in ages.....

However, I could use some good vibes, thoughts or prayers, whichever part you lean towards. My depression has been kicking me in the ass lately, and anxiety has reared its ugly head again. I am learning that I don't really have what I need to get a handle on this, no matter how heard I try. I missed work yesterday and today with panic attacks that just wouldn't stop. This is not something that I like, or can afford.

I called my therapist and she suggested an intensive outpatient program for me. I'm scared, nervous, and a little bit hopeful. I don't know how we can afford it, but I also don't know if we can afford not to do it. I have an intake appt at 3PM, so we will see what happens next.

I'll let you know. Also, I'll try to blog a bit more. I think I've been taking a bit too literally when Mother used to say, "If you don't have anything good to say, don't say anything at all." I may bore you to tears with my depression, but it will probably be good for me.